About The Ones Outside

Post 444:

The Ones Outside: A Short Story

Parts 1-4

Two crescent moons of sweat were fully formed underneath his armpits, soaking through a prison undershirt and the old button-up and sport jacket he’d gotten back from his personal effects. The clothes were out of style and too tight, but shopping wasn’t first on his to-do’s. He rang the doorbell again—three times now. He checked under the mat using the toes of his snakeskin cowboy boots to turn up the corners, trying to look casual. Finding nothing, he flashed a peek up and down the street and weighed the merits of going around to the back. The neighborhood was different than he remembered. Saggy. Ten years of gravity could make a place something it wasn’t. Slowly caving roofs, cracked and sunken sidewalks—chain fences leaning over—yards yellow with dead grass, green only with weeds. It wasn’t all that dramatic. It’d be years before the drug dealers and true miscreants planted their flags, and he’d know, having patrolled enough lost sections of the city back in the day. This was different. As if everything had fallen victim to a general lack of interest. A decade had transmuted this place from the meat of middle class to the gristle.

            He silently called on himself not to be discouraged and realized that discouraging was the perfect word for it. He’d built up this moment to be a lonely positive in a long string of bad luck and self-induced hellscapes. God, he’d built up a lot of things, little dots of light from shore making their way through the constant battering of the storm. Not an uncommon thought practice, considering where he’d been.

            The wooden steps leading up to the backdoor creaked under his weight. “Wes,” he called out, rapping three times against the glass paneling. A quick look inside gave up very little; it was as if he was peering into a tomb. “Wes Thomson. You in there buddy?”

            He’d figured on trying back later. Maybe a respite at a local watering hole with some decent air conditioning. He started down the rickety steps when a strained female voice cried out, “Who the hell are you?”

            He turned awkwardly and answered, “It’s Cooper. Looking for Wes Billet.”    

            “What for?”

            “He told me to come by when I got to town.”

            For a moment there was no answer. He decided to plod on, though every indication told him to tread light. “Is he in there?”

            The door cracked open just wide enough for two barrels of an over-under shotgun to sneak through. “If you knew Wes, you’d know he’s not around anymore.”

            His hands shot up as he stumbled down the steps, almost falling on his backside into the high grass. “I’m sorry. Not looking for trouble. I’ll be off.”

            “Don’t you move.”

            “Alright.” Instincts said to take off, but he was too close. If the woman on the other end of the shotgun decided to fire, there’d be no outrunning the spread. “Just take it easy.”

            “Orders generally come from the one holding the gun, Cooper.”

            “You got me there.”

            “Look up and let me see your face,” said the woman.

            Cooper did as bid, sweating through every inch of his clothes with his hands raised high. The door opened a little more, revealing a pretty little thing, not much more than a girl. Pretty, except for the big bruise on her cheek and a recently-mended gash running across her forehead. “You gonna shoot me, ma’am?”

            “It’d be within my rights. You’re sneaking around my property. Sounds like self-defense. You know you’re in Texas, don’t ya?”

            “Okay. But involving the cops can get tricky, especially considering I’m unarmed and making no threats. Why complicate things when I can just go?”

            “What do you know about cops?”

            “A little. Used to be one. Was Wes Thomson’s partner on the job for years. Long time back now.”

            “I’m not inclined to believe you.”

            “Yeah, you don’t strike me as trusting.”

            “I ain’t laughing.”

            “No you ain’t. And guessing by that face I reckon you got your reasons for being suspicious. All I can say is I don’t mean you any harm. Like I said. I come around just looking to see Wes.”

            “Wes is dead, mister.”

            “How’s that?”

            The door opened to the stop and the woman stepped halfway into the light. He could see bruises on her arms in addition to the wounds on her face. “I think I’d know if I buried my father or not.”

            Cooper tried to block out the brutality she was wearing to look her straight in the eyes. “You’re Loretta, ain’t you?”

            She didn’t answer. He could tell she was piecing it together, even if she didn’t want to.       

            “I don’t blame you for not recognizing me. Been over ten years. All grown up.”

            “Coop Edmond?” she asked. Her tone softened but the scatter gun was still stiff in her little hands.

            “I knew we’d get there eventually.”

            “We used to play catch.” It was a question as much as statement.

            “Yes, we did. I’d go watch you play softball with your daddy down at Brigham Field. You weren’t never big, but you sure had grit.”

            “Yeah, well. That was another life.”

            Cooper let his hands fall without realizing it. A sickness started brewing up from his insides. His best friend—his only friend. Dead. Another dot of light snuffed out by the storm. “Another life,” he muttered, trying his best not to go limp all over.

            “Supposing you’re still wanting to come in?” Loretta asked. The threat had morphed into a sad old man over the course of a few words. “You’re looking a little pale.”

            Tears started leaking down the lines on his face. “It’s probably not a good idea, Loretta. If you know who I am then you know where I’ve been. I’m not aiming to put you out or you make feel on edge.”

            “Let me see your ID,” she said.

            He looked up at the blaring sun and thought about sitting down with a glass of water in Wes’ old house. It was a bleak and heavenly thought, all mixed up. “Sure, darling,” he said, wiping his face. “But I’ll have to reach in my back pocket.”

            “Go on and do it.”

            Cooper felt around and tossed his prison-issue ID at her boots. “That’s all I’ve got right now. Be a bit before I get something more civilian.”

            Loretta lowered the shotgun and looked it over. “Cooper Edmond. Come here and let me frisk you.” As she set the shotgun against the inside of the doorway, she pulled out a small revolver from the waistline of her denim skirt. She held the pistol with one hand as her other thoroughly searched his person. “Alright then. Stay there a sec.” Grabbing the shotgun and still holding the revolver, she backed up and motioned him in. “It’s good to see you, Coop.”

            It was hard to know if walking away was an option. If it was, he might’ve taken it. But Loretta was still armed, dictating terms.

            Coop followed her in the kitchen. It was stark and tidier than he remembered, but the floor gave way a little with every step, like the wood underneath was full of rot. The old pine cabinets were peeling paint. Light shot through the windows from the afternoon sun. Something smelled good. He took the aroma in with a breath obvious enough for her to notice.

            “I’m baking. Just starting to find my feet with it.”

            “If the taste matches the smell, seems like you’re on the way.” Coop smiled but didn’t hold his gaze long; it was damn hard not to linger on her battered body. “You mind if I sit down?”

            Loretta nodded at the table next to the far wall and tucked the pistol down the small of her back. “Be my guest. It’ll be weird seeing you sit there. Dang, Coop. This is a straight-up trip, you being here. A flashback or whatever.”

            She was right about the flood of nostalgia. He imagined it was even more dramatic for her; she was still young and only had so many memories. He sank into the vinyl of the kitchen chair and kept his hands on the table in case she was still worried. “I guess your father didn’t mention me a lot, but we kept up.”

            “Not so much lately. Obviously.”

            “I have a letter. Can I reach in my back pocket?” He was starting to feel relaxed. No way he was going to make some stupid sudden move and have her pull that pistol.

            “Go ahead,” she said, crossing her arms and walking toward him slowly. “When’s it dated?”

            “Seven months ago.”

            She stood over the Coop’s back, examining the letter. Her father’s handwriting. Seven months ago, like the man said. “That’s right before he was diagnosed.”

            “What was it?”

            “Cancer. Aggressive. They caught it late. Doctors basically told him that any fight would be a loser.”

            “Jesus. I’m so sorry.” In truth, it wasn’t a complete shock. Over the years their correspondence had been fairly regular—when the letters stopped coming, Cooper started to wonder, but he thought maybe it was just life. They weren’t little girls; their back and forth wasn’t on a regular schedule. He figured maybe Wes just had some regular stuff to deal with, or he was tired of writing letters. Coop didn’t worry about it all that much. He was trying to get free. Doing his best to run out the clock as an ex-cop inmate beset on all sides by the feral and the nihilistic. No petty task.

            “He ended it,” Loretta said, matter-of-factly. Too matter-of-factly, like when a person’s trying to pretend not to be effected. “Garage out there. Rigged a hose to the tailpipe of his Chevelle and fed it through the back window. He wasn’t playing around.”

            “I need a second,” Coop said, getting up on uneasy legs. His memory took him across the living room and into the little half bathroom underneath the stairs. If he’d had anything to eat or drink in the previous ten hours, the vomiting would’ve taken longer. As it was, he was dry-heaving on the dark thought of his friend taking his own life. Finally, the reflex subsided. Cooper flushed and brought the cover down, sitting on the toilet, wet-faced and feeling hopeless.

            The doorbell. Four or five heavy knocks, strong enough to send a slight shake through the whole house. “Loretta? You in there? I’m coming in, dammit. Hear me, girl?!”

            Cooper wiped his face with some dusty toilet paper after running sink water over his mouth. He stepped out into the living room. Loretta was on the edge of the kitchen to his right, holding the shotgun, little knuckles all white. The pounding on the door continued. “Hey, Loretta,” Cooper whispered. “Think you can give me the ten second of version of what’s going on and who this asshole is?”

            The man started putting a charge into the door with his shoulder. “Guess I can figure out the broad strokes,” Coop said.

            “I’ll take care of it,” she said, voice trembling as she once again tightened the shotgun against her shoulder. Her bangs fell into her eyes. She blew the hair away by curling up her lower lip; neither hand was leaving the gun.

            The pounding continued at regular intervals. Cooper didn’t need soothsaying to know the deadbolt was about to give out. He walked quickly and quietly up to the door and waited for the next charge from the man outside. Loretta said no but he ignored her, swinging it open just before the intruder’s next attempt to break it down. A body came flying in, off balance, not anticipating the unfettered passage. The intruder went headlong into the entryway, ending up facedown on a threadbare red rug. Coop sprawled onto his back and sunk a choke beneath the neck, yanking up toward the ceiling. Loretta held her gun on both of them, completely unsure on how to proceed.

            “Friend of yours?” Coop asked, tightening his grasp.

            “I told you never to come back here, Daryl,” she said. “You’re some kinda slow learner.”

            Daryl attempted to answer, but he was completely deprived of oxygen, on the verge of passing out.

            “Cooper,” she said, moving a little closer. “Ease off. You’re gonna kill him.”

            The old man loosened his choke enough to let Daryl grab a few gasps of air. Cooper continued to press his body weight down and started going through Daryl’s pockets with his free hand. “I’ll ease up,” he grunted, fishing out a 1911 semi-automatic from a holster underneath Daryl’s jacket. Pushing the barrel of the pistol against the back of his greasy head, he released the choke. “You heard her, pal. The nice lady said you’re not welcome. The locked door should’ve been your first clue.”

            After a moment to gather himself: “This is how you want to play it? You’re going to be in the ground. Both of you.”

            Edmond grabbed Daryl by the hair and slammed his forehead into the floor. He caught a chiding look from Loretta and shrugged as if to say sorry, but not really.

            The newly-released inmate stood up and kept the .45 pointed down, stepping sideways next to his dead friend’s daughter. With Daryl writhing just steps away, he asked, “Now you want to fill me in?”

            “It’s a long story,” she said, wiping sweat from her brow.

            “That’s okay,” Coop answered. “I can handle a little drama. Almost be a nice change. We didn’t even get cable in lockup.” He gave Loretta a quick smile to try to add a little levity, but she wasn’t having any.

            The intruder rolled over onto his back. He was bleeding from a gash above a mangy eyebrow, dazed and still trying to manage a decent breath. “Dead. Both of you.”

            “For being disarmed and smacked around, he’s still spouting a lot of confidence.”

            “That’s because he’s a cop,” Loretta said, voice thick with a curious sort of defeat.

            Cooper’s countenance fell. “Well shit.”

            “Yep,” she said, “shit is right.”

            “I’ll be right back,” Loretta said, giving Daryl a field goal kick to the face as she passed him by on the way to the foot of the stairs. Coop grimaced at the sight of blood pouring out of the cop’s mouth. The girl had wacked him good—enough to break a tooth or nose—a restrained shot wouldn’t cause so much bleeding. He looked up at the ceiling; Loretta was stomping around hurriedly. It was the sound of someone trying to hide something or find it, but he put that thought on hold. Stop guessing. You’re not a cop anymore.

            “You don’t have the slightest clue,” Daryl said, rotating to his side to spit a spattering of blood in Edmond’s direction. Coop almost gagged and was forced to move away.

            “Weak stomach, jackass? Daryl asked. There’s a tooth somewhere on the floor for you.”

            Cooper was almost completely turned way now, body buckling from the inglorious attempt to prevent himself from vomiting. He squeezed the pistol in his hand to remind himself of the need to hold it together. To understand something. Anything. “Never could handle the sight of blood,” he said, turning back to the injured cop.

            “Weak.”

            “You have no idea.” Edmond did his best to walk around Daryl’s bloody discharge and rolled up his sleeves, revealing long scars down each of his wrists. “Couldn’t even off myself right. The blood made me pass out before I could get deep enough.”

            “What the hell sorta freak show did I walk into today?” Daryl asked.

            “I was wondering the same thing. By the way, can I see your badge?” Cooper rolled his sleeves back down and gazed up at the ceiling once again. “What’s she doing up there?”

            “No telling. She’s a crazy no-good lunatic. Best you find out whatever direction that girl’s going and run in the opposite.”

            “I was asking myself.” Coop said, tapping the .45 against his leg. “You know, thinking out loud. Much as I appreciate your input.”

            Daryl was sitting up now. He reached slowly into his jacket and pulled out a long black billfold, tossing it at Edmond’s feet.

            “Thank you, Mr. Daryl Huffs. Ranger Daryl Huffs. Well. Ain’t that a kick. Never ran into many of you boys back in the day.”

            “We leave most lowlifes for the locals. Trash men.”

            “Come now, Texas Ranger. Have a little more respect for the good old-fashioned men and women in blue.”

            “Says the scumbag who just assaulted a sworn officer of the state.”

            “Says the scumbag who used to be a detective.”

            “You’re shitting me.”

            “No. Me and her daddy were partners. Back in the old days.”

            Huffs started laughing. The blood down his chin and the knot from his forehead made it ominous and incongruent. Not to mention, hard on Coop’s stomach. “You poor dumb bastard.”

“What?”

“Before she comes back, you better listen good. We need to get out of here or we’re both dead. God, she found another sap. The girl’s like a frigging demon or something.”

            “Loretta? She’s sweet as can be.”

            “Are we talking about the same girl? Just kicked me in the face? One with the shotgun?”    

            Cooper squinted at the detective as the racket continued upstairs. He had a lot to process. Texas Ranger Huffs was starting to make some points, and his ID looked like the genuine article, though a Ranger badge would be a good one to fake. They weren’t exactly common. Only a couple hundred of the bastards in the whole state, last time Edmond heard.

            “So you’re telling me you’re here on duty? Loretta’s in some sort of trouble?”

            Daryl nodded, slowly rising to his feet.

            “Doesn’t add up, Ranger Huffs. You coming here banging on doors, no backup.”       

            “You need to stop asking questions and come with me, old man. You’re talking about a puzzle and you’ve got no pieces. Mr. Edmond… I know you were innocent.”